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2/13/2010 Home Sweetest Home on CNY Eve ^.^v It feels so AWESOME to be at home! Reached home around 4am today and continue sleeping on MY VERY OWN BED. YES!!! My very own bed!!!! =_) (Thank God Blessing still remembers me, if not he later bite me at 4am i also dono how LOLZ) By the time i wake up, it's reunion lunch time with family ^^ We had a gooooood chat =) Seldom have the time to chat with family. i realise most of the time it's only when we sit down and makan together only got time to chat. After that, looking at my Blessing just makes me feel so nice~ A bit scare of him already. Scare he can't recognise me and bite me >.< Then, went to shop for a bag; finally i grew up! i bought the bag with my own salary ^.^v I miss so many people in life... but the time i have is just so short that i couldn't visit everyone. Hope they know that they're always in my heart (which i doubt they know cause so long no contact them llolz) Many times i wish my friends will also let me know that they miss my presence too... but i never receive any such call lor... perhaps, in the same way, they do thought of me but just don't have the time for everyone gua... Now that we all grow up. more responsibilities, more commitment, when reach home, after spend time resting and being with family, don't have extras for others...... I miss them so much. and i miss the time we had together previously....... Anyway, after shopping for my bag and dinner, now only i got the time to update this blog that so long didn't touch =.=" So many things to be thankful for but no time to even pen down it here till now only i got the chance to online and write peacefully as my family went out for awhile. Thank God for the supernatural opportunities last year, to be able to secure a job that i love doing, to meet new good friends at work, to have a boss that favours me so much. Also, thank God for the exponencial increase, in workplace, not just the salary, but also to put me in position of influence in just a short period of time. (though just the beginning of the year). Thank God for provision, at the right place and right time. Looking forward for a more rewarding increase by Him and hope He'll find favor in me to be a good testimony =) Okies, family's back! Gonna go n continue fellowshiping. Hope everyone have a Happy Chinese New Year, and many many ang pausssss. most of all, do cherish the opportunity to spend time together =) 10/24/2009 TestimonyGod is good...
Praise God for getting a job i like
and also the right timing to get back my brother's car
right after i got my job ^^
He's so good right?
Truly He has good plan for me,
plan to prosper me and not to harm me,
plan to give me hope and a bright future ^^
Amen!
Things to remember:-
OPPORTUNITY
RIGHT TIME, RIGHT PLACE
FAVOR 9/8/2009 Rain Rain Go Away T.T Rain~ Rain~ Go away~ Come again some other day~ Ally's clothing haven dry~ Rain~ Rain~ Go away~ T.T 9/7/2009 Sleepless Night NoteIn the end...
All that we want to know is
that we're loved...
Not by anyone
but by the one whom we loved.
Still, it is the Lord's purpose that prevails...
The heart knows its own bitterness,
and a stranger does not share its joy.
I've love you...
Good night Bloggy =) 9/3/2009 So Long Didn't Pour OutFor what we go through the stress out there?
For our love ones...
But when it is the people within that is not understanding,
it is not just causing stress, but pain.
Who could give comfort then? Who could understand?
Noone. We can only tell ourselves God understands
and let the tears that drop to caress our souls.
Sometimes i look back.
And i wonder... Am i making the right choice?
I think i used to be much more happier.
But for long run... Noone knows...
We could only keep walking.
And ask God to ease the pain.
There are things that we should not even try...
But some people just don't want to listen to wisdom.
If it causes yourself problem only it's okie.
But most of the time it causes pain to others,
not the one who make the wrong choice.
This is what i called, stubborn people hurt people
(i actually feel like saying STUPID instead of stubborn).
Another is just because you are elder,
doesn't mean that you know better.
How stupid it is to speak before you get the whole facts right.
It makes me tired to talk to such people.
Be anger but do not sin.
Honestly i think i really did well in this
(i know it's self-praising but what to do...
if you don't value your own strength who will?)
At least when i'm angry i only give silent treatment and walk away
(unless you really get on my nerves!).
I know what it means to respect people's feeling.
And i know whatever we have said, we cannot keep back our words.
for life and death is in the power of the tongue.
at least i don't speak anything hurtful.
Better than those who know only hurt others when they're angry.
When friends in need is a friend indeed.
Yes that's one of a friendship test.
But we don't need this to know who are really true to us.
When friends not in need, do they still think of you?
That's the true friend who won't find you only when they need you. 7/26/2009 Scary Next Week!!! >.<"How am i going to survive next week?? @@ Tues - 1 script (Materiel) to pass up & 1 event (1MAGE) to cover at night (6.30pm) Wed - 1 script (1MAGE) to pass up & 1 event to cover in the afternoon (Pureology) Thurs - 1 script (Pureology) to pass up God... Help me~ T.T Anyway, thank God for the opportunity to cover the MTV World Stage event on 15th of August 2009 at Sunway =) It's actually a challenge for me as well for i don't really know much on celebrity >.< God... Help me~ T.T 7/11/2009 MIA I join MIA (Missing in Action) lorr.... For this 2 months only lar =) Cause been "bee"zy "bee"zy "bee"zy with internship ^^ Monday to Friday (or Saturday if got event to cover) i'll be staying in Damansara. Back home on weekend for one day or half a day only. I misSssssSSsSSss Klang~!!! *sob sob* 6/14/2009 Pen Down the Ideas(1) One Bring One System
- For team to grow in quantity (productivity)
- For training up new younger generation leaders to be fishers of man
(productivity)
- Imparting purpose so that each member has something to focus on
(self-actualisation)
(2) Birthdays + End Year Reward and Appreciation
(For Group, Leader and Individual)
- To recognise and remember each member's importance (respect)
(3) Buddy System
- For bonding purposes and make sure that noone being left out
(sense of belonging) (4) Pointing Back to Jesus
- To avoid any soul being burn-out (productivity)
- Noone can fulfill any soul's deepest need. Only God can.
- Always remember He is the foundation of all
(sense of security & meeting basic needs)
*Ideas adapted from Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs Theory, Human Resource Approach & people around.*
6/11/2009 Love Me For a ReasonRonan: girl when you hold me, how you control me
You bend and you fold me, any way you please It must be easy for you, the loving things that you do But just a pastime for you, I could never be And I never know, girl, if I should stay or go 'cos the games that you play, keep driving me away All: don't love me for fun, girl Let me be the one, girl Love me for a reason Let the reason be love Don't love me for fun, girl Let me be the one, girl Love me for a reason Let the reason be love Stephen: kisses and caresses, are only minor tests, babe Of love's needs and stresses, between a woman and a man So if love everlasting, isn't what you're asking I'll have to pass, girl, I'm proud to take a stand I can't continue guessing Because it's only messing, with my pride and my mind So write down this time to time All:don't love me for fun, girl Let me be the one, girl Love me for a reason Let the reason be love I'm just a little old-fashioned It take more than physical attraction My initial reaction is Honey give me love, not a facsimile of Don't love me for fun, girl Let me be the one, girl Love me for a reason Let the reason be love 5/26/2009 What Ally Has Been Pondering About?
5/21/2009 Making the Right DecisionI thank God for the right choice He has caused me to make.
I realise... that i do not want my guy to pour out to any other
girl MORE than to me (If it is a guy then okie lerr...
Understand and i want him to have a good godly buddy as well).
Not because i'm jealous or controlling, but it shows that
this guy doesn't take his girl friend as a SPECIAL friend
(which above all his other friends, not including God ler...).
Then why be together in the first place? =)
Just because of physical attraction? So this is not what i want.
I want SUBSTANCE <<< lloll sound like so demanding yea? ^^
But i don't think it's demanding. This is call standard =D
We are precious child of God. So love ourselves
and not simply grab one =)
I thank God for turning all things around for my good...
I thank God for my Dar Dar... HONESTLY (not trying to believe),
he's so much more better than any of my past put together =)
And i totally have no regret at all =DDD
Paul has been good, good to me... but not good FOR me =)
And vice versa. Why? It has been one way
and seriously, uneuqally yoke >.<" After FB-ing,
i realise... Now that i know what is the uneasy feeling i had.
Am fully convince that it's the right choice to let go.
Good for him, good for me, good for everyone ^^
However... I'm not a cruel person (Hah ha... Sound like self-promoting).
I think most people will not be able to understand.
Perhaps many will misunderstand as well
in why i still keep in touch with all my exes?
Cause i love each of them as a person.
I see how God had been so good to me and love me
so i see God loving them as well.
I still hope Paul and his whole family will be saved
because i love him as a true friend -
like the parable of the Samaritan woman =)
Whatever it is... I ask of You O Lord
to hold Dar Dar and i together in You
forever in this whole lifetime.
Not because i believe in fairy tale
or live happily ever after,
but because i believe in You. Amen! 5/18/2009 Face Book-ingIs there a friend we should not keep in life?
I don't know... And am not sure of the answer.
But there are people in life i want to keep yet ...
Don't want to mention what or who =)
Anyway, Face Booking this few days.
Reason? Not that i'm too free.
If i'm so free also i prefer to go and sleep LOL
But to connect with friends
and also thought of perhaps may try out this media
to benifit our Praise Team in future.
Not sure yet. See how if it's good or not first.
If not, better don't waste time LOL
May God guide and lead =)
Anyway, in the process of FB-ing,
somehow i felt sad for some people i know in there.
Don't know why... Just felt only...
Not sure if i'm sensitive, self-feeling or what.
Hmmm... Let me analyse it by myself first la LOL
That's all. Just to update my Bloggy ^^ Loves & God bless! FIVE (Grace) i thank God for each day =)
5/14/2009 Romans 5:8I don't know why early morning part of this phrase pop up in my mind...
So went through few of the translation and write it down before i forget =)
NIV
But God demonstrates his own love for us in this:
While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
NKJV
But God demonstrates His own love toward us,
in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. The Message
But God put his love on the line for us by offering his Son
in sacrificial death while we were of no use whatever to him.
KJV
But God commendeth his love toward us, in that,
while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
ASV
But God commendeth his own love toward us,
in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. ESV
but God shows his love for us in that
while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
Chinese Union Version (Simplified) 4/29/2009 Miracle Seed PromiseHaggai 2: 18-19
[18] 'From this day on, from this twenty-fourth day of the ninth month,
give careful thought to the day when the foundation of the LORD's temple was laid.
Give careful thought:
[19] Is there yet any seed left in the barn? Until now, the vine and the fig tree,
the pomegranate and the olive tree have not borne fruit. " 'From this day on I will bless you.' " 4/24/2009 DoubtI look back and i wonder whether am i doing a right choice?
Now i started to doubt................................................................
4/16/2009 Thank God for Protection =)On Monday, i drove to college and parked at the RM3 place. When i shared this to my friends, When i drove home, the question made me ponder, Anyway, am not sure that the person is Christian or not. Anyway, i'm ok bout my friendship matter already... ~Understand season~ 4/11/2009 Just a Random DiaryAt first, i was very happy early in the morning.
Thank God that the Storm is back~!!! =D
So now i got car to use and it's really at the right timing =)
I may consider to travel to work instead of staying then ^^
Then, i thought of calling Lin Ye to eat together.
But then... Lazy to call... And then...
He called me up instead XD And we went out
not only for lunch but also for dinner XDDD
So blessed~ T.T God knows my deepest need =_)
But at night... When thought of some people,
it makes me sad again... Haihs...
I wonder how long will it take this time
for the wound to be healed >.<
God bless me..... 4/10/2009 Another Mountains to be Moved(A) On career
Hopefully can get a full time job in Media Prima
after the internship. For now the challenge
is to find an affordable place to stay
and in walking distance. Wanna save $$$ arr... ^^
And also gonna step out and make new friends lorrr... >.<
God... You said You're my Shepherd and i shall not b in want...
Thank You for the provision of an affordable room rent
in walking distance and good friends.
Thank You for a good supervisor and a place -
an opportunity - to work full time there =)
In Jesus name, Amen!
(B) On friendship
Today only i realise why William enter into my life
at such a time like this. It seems very sudden at first.
But now i realise, it's at the right timing. Thank God =)
I felt the lost of many friends right now
mainly because of the different direction each of us take.
One due to different value, 2 due to different career path we take,
another 2 due to they expected me to be someone else.
3 of them i can understand.
But another 2 make me stuck now.
At first, i thought i'm okie with it.
I've face this for so many times already.
Yet don't know why suddenly tears just drop when thought of them.
Humans... I can accept u s who u r. Why can't u?
Don't u realise it's because i care,
then only i voice out to u?
Are u looking for a faithful friend -
the wound of a friend can b trusted - or
r u looking for an enemy who multiplies kisses
in everything u say (Proverb 27:6)?
Or r u taking me as a rubbish bin,
just want to dump everything to me?
If u r... I refuse to b n i'm letting both of u go already
from now on...
I thank You Lord, for Your faithfulness and Your Word
at the right timing... To remind me not
"to focus on what is lost. But to focus on what is left".
I thank You Lord that You're my most faithful Friend
who love and accept me as who i am.
And Lord... Help me to forgive and let go these people.
Heal this wound and surround me with new good friends
just as You promised You would. In Jesus name. Amen... Testimony on Acceptance of InternshipThank God for favor that i got the internship in
my desired place, Media Prima! =D
It was on 26/4/2009, the prayer request was lifted up
in the Thurs Youth Prayer Meeting.
I ask for favor to put me at the right place and right time.
In my heart, i desired to go Media Prima.
But i received a lot of evil report such as:-
(a) They are not well organised;
(b) It's hard to get an internship there due to high competition; and
(c) Many company want intern on May, not June.
However, i felt the peace so i go ahead and apply,
anointing the letter with anointing oil at 4 corner
just as the last week's Msg Pastor said =)
Guess what... I did a mistake.
I did not put the documents in A4 envelope as required! >.<"
And the email kept bounce back to me =(
Haih... I can't reverse my mistake lar...
When all friends keep talking bout it,
i started to gan cheong yet deep down inside,
i do feel the peace (This reminds me of Abigail's testimony
when she visited us in our Care Group).
Can't do anything. Just trust God lo while continue my other
stuff, trying to apply to other company.
Then few days ago, the company call me and i got the internship,
despite the mistake i did! =D
WITHOUT NEED TO GO FOR INTERVIEW SOMEMORE lloll
Really thank God for His favor T.T
All glory to Him! Amen =) And thank Ps for the timely Msg ^^ |
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