My REAL Fantasy's World

God is good...

 

Praise God for getting a job i like

and also the right timing to get back my brother's car

right after i got my job ^^

 

He's so good right?

Truly He has good plan for me,

plan to prosper me and not to harm me,

plan to give me hope and a bright future ^^

 

Amen!

 

Things to remember:-

OPPORTUNITY

RIGHT TIME, RIGHT PLACE

FAVOR

In the end...

All that we want to know is

that we're loved...

Not by anyone

but by the one whom we loved.

 

Still, it is the Lord's purpose that prevails...

 

The heart knows its own bitterness,

and a stranger does not share its joy.

 

I've love you...

 

Good night Bloggy =)

For what we go through the stress out there?

For our love ones...

But when it is the people within that is not understanding,

it is not just causing stress, but pain.

Who could give comfort then? Who could understand?

Noone. We can only tell ourselves God understands

and let the tears that drop to caress our souls.

 

Sometimes i look back.

And i wonder... Am i making the right choice?

I think i used to be much more happier.

But for long run... Noone knows...

We could only keep walking.

And ask God to ease the pain.

 

There are things that we should not even try...

But some people just don't want to listen to wisdom.

If it causes yourself problem only it's okie.

But most of the time it causes pain to others,

not the one who make the wrong choice.

This is what i called, stubborn people hurt people

(i actually feel like saying STUPID instead of stubborn).

 

Another is just because you are elder,

doesn't mean that you know better.

How stupid it is to speak before you get the whole facts right.

It makes me tired to talk to such people.

 

Be anger but do not sin.

Honestly i think i really did well in this

(i know it's self-praising but what to do...

if you don't value your own strength who will?)

At least when i'm angry i only give silent treatment and walk away

(unless you really get on my nerves!).

I know what it means to respect people's feeling.

And i know whatever we have said, we cannot keep back our words.

for life and death is in the power of the tongue.

at least i don't speak anything hurtful.

Better than those who know only hurt others when they're angry.

 

When friends in need is a friend indeed.

Yes that's one of a friendship test.

But we don't need this to know who are really true to us.

When friends not in need, do they still think of you?

That's the true friend who won't find you only when they need you.

 

    - To avoid any soul being burn-out (productivity)

    - Noone can fulfill any soul's deepest need. Only God can.

    - Always remember He is the foundation of all

      (sense of security & meeting basic needs)

 

 

Ronan: girl when you hold me, how you control me
You bend and you fold me, any way you please
It must be easy for you, the loving things that you do
But just a pastime for you, I could never be
And I never know, girl, if I should stay or go
'cos the games that you play, keep driving me away

All: don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love me for a reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love me for a reason
Let the reason be love

Stephen: kisses and caresses, are only minor tests, babe
Of love's needs and stresses, between a woman and a man
So if love everlasting, isn't what you're asking
I'll have to pass, girl, I'm proud to take a stand
I can't continue guessing
Because it's only messing, with my pride and my mind
So write down this time to time

All:don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love me for a reason
Let the reason be love
I'm just a little old-fashioned
It take more than physical attraction
My initial reaction is
Honey give me love, not a facsimile of

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love me for a reason
Let the reason be love

I thank God for the right choice He has caused me to make.

I realise... that i do not want my guy to pour out to any other

girl MORE than to me (If it is a guy then okie lerr...

Understand and i want him to have a good godly buddy as well).

Not because i'm jealous or controlling, but it shows that

this guy doesn't take his girl friend as a SPECIAL friend

(which above all his other friends, not including God ler...).

Then why be together in the first place? =)

Just because of physical attraction? So this is not what i want.

I want SUBSTANCE <<< lloll sound like so demanding yea? ^^

But i don't think it's demanding. This is call standard =D

We are precious child of God. So love ourselves

and not simply grab one =)

 

I thank God for turning all things around for my good...

I thank God for my Dar Dar... HONESTLY (not trying to believe),

he's so much more better than any of my past put together =)

And i totally have no regret at all =DDD

 

Paul has been good, good to me... but not good FOR me =)

And vice versa. Why? It has been one way

and seriously, uneuqally yoke >.<" After FB-ing,

i realise... Now that i know what is the uneasy feeling i had.

Am fully convince that it's the right choice to let go.

Good for him, good for me, good for everyone ^^

 

However... I'm not a cruel person (Hah ha... Sound like self-promoting).

I think most people will not be able to understand.

Perhaps many will misunderstand as well

in why i still keep in touch with all my exes?

Cause i love each of them as a person.

I see how God had been so good to me and love me

so i see God loving them as well.

I still hope Paul and his whole family will be saved

because i love him as a true friend -

like the parable of the Samaritan woman =)

 

Whatever it is... I ask of You O Lord

to hold Dar Dar and i together in You

forever in this whole lifetime.

Not because i believe in fairy tale

or live happily ever after,

but because i believe in You. Amen!